Monday, January 2, 2012

What I know... Today.

Today I know...

- That I miss my kids {terribly}. Right at this moment I wish they were asking me a hundred questions and requesting 15 different things to eat and crying and laughing and all the wonderful and awful things that come along with having children.

-That hospital food is AWFUL. (not that I did't already know that)

-That the want to be normal again is almost painful, but the knowing that there really isn't a normal is some what calming.

-That watching my husband go through all of this has softened me. And probably made me a better person.

-That I may have a raspberry Brisk addiction, that is progressively getting worse.

-That I love my husband a whole lot more than I ever thought possible.

-That sitting around every day, all day in a hospital room is Completely. Exhausting.

-That eating bagels twice a day, probably isn't very healthy.

-That my Mom is amazing, and I would never be able to get through any of this without her.

-That Cancer sucks! If Cancer isn't the Devil, I don't know what is.

-That loving someone just isn't enough sometimes, you also have to show it, and prove it, and
live it.

-That Hoarders is a disgusting show.

-That my kids are the most amazing little things ever {even if they drive me crazy sometimes}

-That I get mad a God sometimes.

-That I am blessed by God more than I will ever understand. I believe he made me strong, and realistic, and maybe a little under emotional for a reason. He knew the struggles I would face.

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